I hate music school
Ok. my decision is made. I’m dropping out of music university. This year has been a really important period of my life because I spent like 8 months trying to find myself, find who I really am, what I really want. And that made me realise many many interesting things.
I’m a self thought bassist. not a musician student.
I play with soul and feel. not with scales and notes.
Bass is my hobby, my passion and my happiness. not my job.
I only play when I feel like, and that is around 2 hours per day. not 10 hours.
I do my art for myself. not for other people.
I completely hate musical education. It kills my creativity, it makes me think to much, teachers are trying to transform myself into a musician I don’t like.
Every single stuff I did with music was by myself. I don’t give credits to anyone. I learned it by experimenting bass alone in my room and listening to 102910920 or records and watching 129012901 of videos.
I dont want to be a musical composer because I can and want only play bass. I don’t care about writing cello violin parts to an orchestra, that’s not my thing.
Bass is my hobby and Computers is my work job and my income. hehe
So I’m going to get a diploma in computer Engineering and still bass play when I get home, like I always did.
At least I tried, I’ll have no regrets. I forced myself to learn music, to learn what teachers say, to try to learn how to read, how to write, try to understand scales and modes… it’s just not my type of stuff.
My bass playing comes from my head and own little world inside of me. And no one will tell me how to play.
Peace.
Marco



